I found out yesterday that the article I wrote for a religious magazine is now published and out there for the world to read. It is a strange feeling, to open a magazine and find something you've written printed right there. How vulnerable it makes you feel, especially if it's a personal piece about yourself. You know people are reading it, that it's being shipped all around the world. You've exposed the heart of you and you know people are reading it and forming their opinions of you from it. Hopefully not judging you, but I'm sure there are those out there who are doing that, too.
I am having a hard time making up my mind as to whether or not I want to print it here as well, on my blog. This is my online journal for my grandboys and I think it's important to include it for them because it is so vital as a part of my history. And yet...any one from anywhere from any walk of life and state of mind could read it here if they do the right kind of search. And that really scares me. Really scares me. Because I know the minds of those who delve in satanism. And I know how savvy people can be on here, finding out personal information. So I sit here and think and ponder and hem and haw. Procrastinating. Weighing the pros and cons.
I don't know.
Those of you who've read it who still stop by...what do you think?